Welcome to NervosaNightmare: A Safe Pro Ana website

My name is Nerissa, I'm sixteen going on seventeen.

I've been Anorexic since I was about seven or eight years old.  I know, really young. I blame the barbie dolls for that.  When I was little, because of family problems I spent all my time in my room, Playing with Barbie dolls.  I became obsessed at a young age and started trying to eat less so I could 'look like Barbie.'

I've been anorexic for about ten years and bulimic for about two years.  I lost a lot of friends thanks to Ana and Mia.  Sometimes I feel like Ana and Mia are my only friends.  And sometimes I fucking hate them.  Eating disorders is an ongoing fight I struggle with in this love/hate relationship. 

This website is here to provide safe tips, tricks, diets, etc.

I want to help everyone do this the safe way.  I see Anorexia as a diet, not a disorder at times.  Yes, it can be a very horrible disorder and I do not want people who ARE NOT anorexic or bulimic to become anorexic or bulimic.   So if you are looking to learn how to have an eating disorder, look else where.  Because you are not going to find that here.

This site is for girls and boys who already have an eating disorder to do it safely and to provide tips, tricks, diets, thinspo and more for them. 

5-18-09: 

I'm adding a new diet...THE LIGHT YOPLAIL YOGURT DIET!

Its an all new, healthy diet that I'm trying out today. =) 

Ninety percent of people with eating disorders are females.  the other ten percent are males.  That shows there is NO GENDER when it comes to anorexia and bulimia.  Yes. There are more females that suffer from eating disorders than males. But, there really is no gender.

 Anorexics and Bulimics suffer from bad body image and low self-esteem.  Most think they are fat, ugly or have no self worth.  Some do it for the need to be thin.  Thinking that the only way to be beautiful is if you are a size Zero.  Some do it for the feeling of control, because they might be having a hard time controling their friends, family, school, grades, etc. they look in eating disorders for control.

Anorexia and Bulimia is a very serious and dangerous thing.  People do not purge or starve for attention or for friends.  They do it because they have a serious mental illness.